Saturday, September 02, 2006

什麼是愛?

愛?愛情...

原來, 愛上一個人會改變另一個人.
其實是變得更懂得照顧別人, 更體貼, 更善解人意. 結果, 妳會更樂意付出~
但是, 也有極端份子, 愛得太過火反而讓身邊的人難以忍受, 最終分手收場.
更有些是因了解而分開的, 到底是怎麼一回事?!
大概愛情有分階段層次慢慢進行的吧!
由簡單愛/ 純純的愛 轉變成熱愛, 到瘋狂的愛, 然後轉為穩固的愛, 再轉成永久的愛!
當然當中有包含了一見鍾情, 友情變戀情, 同事情變愛情等等戲劇性的變動模式.

愛情是盲目的嗎?
那愛情的昇華是婚姻嗎?
非得談一場轟轟烈烈的愛情方知道什麼是"天長地久", "海誓山盟", "只在乎曾經擁有"??

場愛情的來臨, 是包含了兩個人的相遇, 相識, 相知, 相惜而研發到最後兩個完全不同環境背景成長的人走在一起, 只為一個理由: 我愛妳/你!
愛一個人不需要理由. 說真的, 若你問我為什麼愛他? 我大概也回答不了. 只知道因為愛所以更珍惜.
曾經不只一次問他, 為什麼你喜歡我? 你喜歡我什麼?
好傻的問題, 喜歡一個人, 愛上一個人, 根本不需要任何理由! 即使有理由也真的數不完...哈~!
只能感恩的說: 幸好有他的出現, 讓我知道什麼叫愛, 什麼是愛情, 也教會了我怎樣去愛一個人!
剛開始的不適應, (因為習慣了獨來獨往) 身邊有任何事情都不會想到要和他一同分享...
抱歉啦~ 第一次的戀愛經驗當然是傻呼呼的囉~


但是, 為什麼? 為什麼這並沒有發生在家人身上? 因為太了解家人的習性?
但是, 愛是不應該分階層, 不是嗎?

那什麼又是大愛?
愛這世間的一切?
愛這天 (天空, 白雲, 太空, 臭氧層等)
愛這地 (地上, 草原, 海洋等)
愛這一花, 一草, 一樹, 一
愛這世間的動物, 人
怎麼個愛法呢? 隨口說說當然簡單, 但是實際行動可不容易~
今天看見有人往河流拋了一袋的垃圾~! 好生氣, 只怪我來不及喊, 否則我會破口大罵!
那人騎摩托離開了! 氣氣氣!

愛一個人何其容易, 但是要愛整個地球上的每一個與我息息相關的, 這可以點也不容易!
怎樣才能有這大愛呢?
大概是... 像媽媽愛孩子一樣的愛吧? 因為不論孩子做了什麼媽媽的愛半點也不減的.
但是, 若恰恰好我對人有偏見, 不喜歡的人偏偏又出現在眼前, 怎麼大愛呢??!!
哈哈! 或許把他當成孩子便行了?

總的來說: 別亂亂愛, 別傷了自己又傷著別人. 老老實實, 真真誠成的去愛, 若不喜歡的, 不愛的 - 別愛! 省下不少的煩惱. 當朋友有當朋友的好!

Friday, August 11, 2006

犯太歲?!

傳說中, 犯太歲的人相等於流年不利, 等等不好的兆頭!

我由去年至今年的身體狀況都很糟糕~!
到底是我自己沒照顧好呢? 還是自己內心也很渴望生病的日子?!
[瘋了, 哪有人會想生病!]

連身邊的人都開始為自己擔心, 干嘛老是生病, 是不是缺少了什麼營養?
糟糕了, 其實, 有時生病是為自己找藉口, 讓自己有個休息的時候, 順便利用時間做市場調查~~

無論如何, 每個月的疼痛得開始減少, 就是最基本的補品得喝一喝!
至於, 一般的傷風咳嗽, 發燒等症狀, 最好是半年也別讓它發作一次!~
雖然說生病也是一種排毒的過程但是常常生病也不是辦法的哦~

我決定...
我已經決定...
我要健健康康的體魄!
別再隨便生病了, 其實我是可以很健康的~!

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Think before U speak!!

A lesson to Learn~ in a hard way~!!

I am very tired tonight. Somehow, a very tired night. My heart is very heavy and in fact I would be most happy to lay down on my bed which I can not.

Something is wrong somewhere.

Yes. It's another reminder to think before I speak. For godness shake, how can I did the same mistake again??! I always treat it as a minor problem and never put in my mind that I shall never repeat the same mistake again.

This is rather annoying and irritating to the people around me. I keep forgetting and keep drawing the same mistake till the day I realize this is not a minor mistake but a MAJOR~!

"Minor mistake will roll into big mistake if you don't manage it well."

I did promised to a VIP that I will change. I broke the promise.

It's so heartaching. Who likes people scold? Who like people to point out their own mistake especially if the person is their loved ones? If I continue to say "okok, I will change it next time" and laugh like nobody's business, I suppose the outcome will still be the same old ME! Sometimes I am the one that is wearing the "thick skin face". I wish people could take care of my pride. However, I am wrong. Pride is meaningless if I continue to misbehave and so inconsiderate to people around by acting like nobody's business and
speak without thinking the situation.

I am very shameful to my action. I admit that I am not mature enough. No wonder I still need people around me to remind me but this does not mean that I forever have people around to set a reminder to me. I have to take up my own responsibilities.

What I say, What I do, is What I deserves at the end of the Action!

Begging apologize is too late. I realized it soon after the ball runs too big that I could not even stop it.

Learning it in a hard way is the most painful way to change my poor attitude and misbehavior.

Pray that I shall never step into it again. Pray that everyone has a good night sleep everynight.

Thank you, Buddha Maitreya.

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Beach - My Dream Land~!



Recently, I went to the beach at Sepang Gold Coast.
I have always wanted to go to the beach.
Any beach will do.
Whenever I have stress, pressure, hard feelings I will HUNT for a BEaCh~
However, most of the time I don't get to go on time to release tension...
And that is the most important moment to have Jason around :)
He will lend me his shoulder to cry on~ So Fragile ya?

Jason suggested to go BEACH~!
I was so happy and almost scream and jump at my working place :P
As though I have strike the LoTTeRy~!
It was a nice weather.
I wanted to record the sound of the sea...
Somehow, the recording turns out to be "sha sha sha"
Probably during night time the sea will sound even better.
Such a relief~
Such a good moment :)
When will I be with the beach again?
Next week? Next month? Next quarter of the year? Probably is next year?
I wanted to scream to the ocean...
"Wei~ Set Me FREE~"
"Wei~ Sail with ME~"
"Wei~ How are YOU~"
I love to see waterfall, fountain, sea, ocean, river... anything that is in water shape.
Even, rain!
It's cold and refreshing.
I can have good night sleep with rainy days.
I can feel the cool breeze~
A date with the ocean.
I promise, I will go to the beach again!

Thursday, August 03, 2006

~感動~重新(心)~


~感動~
每一次看見它
心中都會噗通噗通的跳動
<其實心臟本來就是一直在跳動的啦~!...>
藍色效應嗎
是在內心太慌亂的時候 ...
看見這張照片 感覺特別舒服
是一種能量
一股潛在內心很久的能量
讓我內心感到很安然
期盼著明天的來臨
~重新(心)~
每一次看見
中就有重新(心) 開始的感覺
開始我人生的旅途
我事業的旅途
我夢想的旅途
是這股力量推動著我
勇敢的邁向前方
不再 當逃兵
也讓我想起了
當年跳舞的勁力!
我必須繼續往前進
別忘了攜帶我的小行李....
出發囉~!

Thursday, June 01, 2006

雨後的彩虹?

最近常常下雨, 但雨後的彩虹讓我看了不僅心情也開朗了, 呼吸也順暢了許多.

大概這一兩個星期里的心情都和天氣一樣沉重, 工作上的清閑並沒有讓我感得有任何的愉快, 反而很不適應因為習慣了勞動的日子! 本來想做個逃兵, 繼續向報章上的聘請刊物上尋找另一份自以為會很棒的工作, 但是, 這樣一來變成了 "坐這山, 望那山, 一事無成的逃兵!"

所幸, 剛應徵過的新公司的待遇並非我所要的, 我竟然一口氣向對方要求更棒的薪金, 當然對方也很坦白的拒絕了我的要求><"

峰迴路轉, 陰差陽錯, 人算不如天算! 公司開始有新任務讓我勞動了! 實在是又說不出的興奮! 終於能跑上跑下, 學習更多的領域. 或許應該說, 終於有了流汗的機會! 不論別人的想法和做法是如何, 我在這公司上班的目的是在學習之餘, 更想達到敬業樂業的境界, 要達到自己的成就感的同時也可以讓別人認同!

有工作, 代表有機會尋找到我心中的成就感! 工作才算有定點兒的滿足感.

"請問我能為您做些什麼嗎?"

"請問我能為您效勞嗎?"

"我如何能將這件事情好?"


一切從 "" 開始!

^@^ 希望, 我能再待久些...

ImPuLsE~

醒覺吧~!

這個家園...
這個社會...
這個國家...
這個宇宙...

無論如何, 我都會保護的!

再難的考驗, 再苦的環境, 我也絕不妥協!

彌勒爺爺賜我力量,

堅持使命, 維護到最後一分鐘! 甚至...

最後一秒鐘! 絕不輕言放棄! 衝啊~~~~!!!!

KiRa N LaCuS~

這張...

幸福的感覺...

幸福是要兩個人一起去創造的...

有你在身邊的日子是很幸福的!

初戀的感覺像春天嗎? 但我的感覺卻像冬天~

或許, 是像冬天有太陽的溫暖吧!

是暖中帶有點感動, 柔柔的, 甜甜的...

其實, 我是偏愛冬天的啦~~~